On my way to turning 40, after reaching what I had thought was the pinnacle of success, I started to question the life I had created. I had what is often termed a "existential experience". I started to ask, in a very real and life altering way, things like "is this all there is?" and "why am I really here?" and with it felt a strong pull toward seeking a different life.
From that seeking came the realisation I was not living the life intended for me. I was instead living a life I had created for the humanness of me, not the spiritualness of me.
So, here I am, journeying into the fulfillment of a purpose filled life. Because, like I have always felt in the deepest parts of me "at the end of my life, I don't want to care about the car I drove or the home I lived in. I want to care about whether I did what I came here to do."
From that seeking came the realisation I was not living the life intended for me. I was instead living a life I had created for the humanness of me, not the spiritualness of me.
So, here I am, journeying into the fulfillment of a purpose filled life. Because, like I have always felt in the deepest parts of me "at the end of my life, I don't want to care about the car I drove or the home I lived in. I want to care about whether I did what I came here to do."
